911 was called
Jul 2,2019
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good morning everybody and welcome to
Tuesday I know I'm kind of in a weird
weird position right
I've not normally looking like this but
yesterday we had a little bit of
excitement around here
some of you guys may already know if you
follow me on social media you might
already know this but yesterday I was
rushed in by ambulance to the hospital
due to what the doctor's office thought
was possibly a heart attack they got me
into the ambulance they took my blood
pressure it was 160 over a hundred I was
definitely not feeling very well
I was having some major chest pain on
the left side it just I was I was scared
I was really really scared probably the
most scariest I've been in a very long
time if not probably the first time but
once we got to the doctor or the
hospital they did some testing they did
blood work they did an x-ray and they
found that I can't think of the name of
it I honestly cannot for the life of me
think of the name of it but basically
what the doctor said is that the
cartilage between my breast bone and my
rib going towards kind of my heart areas
why you know I was associating it with
my heart is inflamed and it was probably
due to my asthma attack that I had about
four days ago with the surname trying to
catch my breath I could have possibly
just strained that muscle he said that
it could take a couple days to a couple
weeks for it to calm down that they're
not really a hundred percent sure like
they can't give a timeline of when it is
gonna stop but basically for the next
two to three days I'm supposed to just
take it easy not do really any type of
strenuous activity nothing that is going
to cause me to lift anything or breathe
really hard
hmm the pain is right now not there but
I haven't really been up moving much
I've just been taking it easy since I
came home yesterday the doctor gave me
the option to either stay in the
hospital and be monitored because he
said that he totally would admit me if I
felt the need for it or I could go home
and it was completely up to me and for
me I wanted to come home I wanted to you
know be home with my kids and my husband
and start resting and so that's what I
did you know it really put life in
perspective for me like I really I think
yesterday sitting in the ambulance on
the way to the hospital and not sure if
it was a heart attack or what was going
on the fear set in of Amy you got to
become serious about this like it's not
a joke you know it just was a I mean it
was really scary and you know seeing my
babies at the window watching their
mommy get you know loaded up into annum
you know into an ambulance was like
heartbreaking for me and it was the most
scariest I've been probably in my entire
life
so for me I just I couldn't imagine life
with out me in it with my kids you know
what I'm saying and so I honestly I know
that I have to be very serious about
this and I have to get on the ball
because it wasn't a heart attack thank
God
but what if it was what if something
would have happened and you know I
couldn't have come back you know what
I'm saying like maybe it was so bad that
no no no put that on the counter my
effort to cool down you know what if it
was so bad that it would have actually
did damage to the point where I couldn't
come back and it's very very scary for
me and so I know that it's gonna be
something that I have to take very
serious now
and really really work hard on my
physical as
much is my mental because it's all - I
mean yes I do have to work hard on my
mental but you are being a road you need
to wait a minute
move I'm recording you know I know that
I have to be cautious but I just know
that as important as it is with my
mental health my physical health is just
as important if not more important so
there's gonna be some definite changes
around here with me I'm gonna start once
I get the okay for my doctor to start
doing light light physical activity that
will be my first step and I will go from
there and I will do what I have to do to
get healthy because I refuse to get sick
and lose my life because of food like
what you know and no I understand that
mentally I associate food with so many
things but at the same time when I'm
sitting in a coffin somewhere you know
how is that going to explain to my
children well you know your mommy died
because she chose to eat food and not
take care of herself in her heart just
couldn't hold it anymore and so really I
had a lot of time to think in the
hospital yesterday and I used that time
very wisely and we'll just say that Amy
I'm gonna make some good changes I'm not
gonna talk third party I'm gonna talk
well I am gonna take some changes and I
am gonna make drastic moves and there is
gonna be some major things happening in
my life to better my physicalness as
much as my mental so anyways I just want
to thank everybody for your prayers and
your thoughts I appreciate it I I mean I
had so many people praying for me and I
could not be more grateful and you know
I I couldn't think of a better thing to
have so much amazing support standing
behind me during a very scary time for
me and my family
and I just want to say thank you so
anyways I don't know what I don't know
what kind of videos I'm gonna be putting
up in the next couple of days maybe
they're just gonna be some sit-down talk
videos we'll see but once I see my
doctor and he releases me to start being
able to do a little bit more activity
wise I definitely gonna be doing that
and you guys are all gonna come along
because I gotta do it you're all gonna
do it but anyways so now I'm just
sitting here it's 1118 all he had to
work he just pulled the thing out my
he's gonna go behind the TV Sebastian
and Maya are playing right now they are
having a field day
Sebastian learned how to push a car so
he has a little play car that he pushes
around it is absolutely adorable
and he's doing fantastic he is 100%
sandbox trained he has not had one
accident except he had an oopsie
accident but it wasn't a purpose
accident he went he went to the
direction he was supposed to go in but
he missed you missed the Box a little
bit but he knew I mean it wasn't like he
deliberately pooped on the carpet it was
an accident but otherwise he totally is
potty-trained
he is starting to feel very comfortable
with the family like he's not hiding
anymore he just stays out and plays with
us and it's so nice i absolutely love
watching him interact with everybody and
of course he he snuggles with me the
most a couple of people were like did
you get to take Sebastian with you I'm
like you guys I didn't even think about
so I mean I thought about him but I was
so scared and I I needed to go and get
my health fixed so no mr. Sebastian
stayed home with Maya Mayan him played
but he Sebastian loves Maya too they
have a really good bond and so between
me and and Maya were the closest ones
worse about
it makes me feel good because I know
that something Maya and Joyce - so
anyways and then mr. Sebastian has his
doctor's appointment on the 12th of July
he'll get to meet his new doctor and
we'll start the process with getting him
shipped and different things like that
and then also when he's four months old
that we will get him fixed
so anyways no there's not been much
excitement other than what happened
yesterday around here I hope everybody
is having a wonderful wonderful
wonderful Tuesday and a fresh good start
to the week I will keep you guys updated
if you don't follow me on social media
you are more than welcome to my facebook
is under ami ramadan i think it's in the
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down below in the description box so you
guys can follow me there also my
Instagram I do have Twitter but I don't
use it very much I use it more to just
look at other people I don't really use
it for myself but I do use Facebook and
Instagram so anyways I will check in
with you guys soon I still plan on doing
the giveaway tomorrow so be watching for
that and I would like to in the next
couple of days I would like to go live
just cuz I haven't gone live with you
guys for a while so stay tuned to that I
don't know exactly when I will be going
live but I will be going live and then
also I will be announcing the winner
tomorrow
so anyways take care of you guys and I
will talk to you soon
bye bye